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If i should wake before i die then leave me to love you let me be there just with you wile i breathe in, still exhaling hold me pretend you care only for the next few breaths i will die tomorrow so give me today ruining my life your cold eeys spell my death every word spilling out of your mouth screams just give up but please just for once think of some one else leave me to love you since my heart wont beat for you tomorrow hold me now take me away away were waves will put me to sleep to my last your cold eyes let them be the last and for once look at me with love let them be the last

a tear escapes a cold, hard, glazed over eye in a face that would not wish it to be seen poise of body all self confidence back straight head held high this way no one will notice smeard makeup or blood stained stockings the mirror she stands next to does not betray her secrets it doesnt show what happens inside cold face eyes blazing keep you distance or burn trying everyone heeds the warning but it isnt what she wants life is a game her games are her walls dont stop playing till your behind closed doors but dont let go to much someone might hear thinking of old comforts does no good when there done and gone wipe a

Tears stream down my face As i cry, Oh god why? My dreams have gone dry Futureistic visions all awry Was your heart always so cold Your lies to me have grown so old Do you know what you did to me What you did, did not have to be How could you shut your eyes My heart not wishing to say good byes But you were done and gone, My days with you a far off dawn The rhythm of my heart is all askew So many questions i wont ask you ~ariel PS im sorry about my horrible spelling haha

Why then Do you stay here Starring blankly at me Unknowing child to far in Scared now With me She is not gone She doesn't understand Running away from what she needs Love you Why then Don't you want me Misunderstood tears now Worrying for you, i love you Believe ~ariel

is it possible to be adicted to something nonexistant? is it possible to love the allusion of a lie? or is it just pretend somewhere lost in confusion are the thoughts i had of you of us somewhere beknownst only to a girl with cold cruel eyes the ones she stole from me are the secrets to all the lies that seperate us truth is a gift locked in a boxnext to my heart i may never give again loving you is like loving a mirror it has the illusion of loving back but alas it does not feel is it possible to love the unknown when the unknown is all to clear is it possible i gave away a piece of me knowing all to well it wou